@unlofl @dankwraith This so much, that's the issue I've had every time I try to get into mindfulness. I do feel like there are genuinely valuable tools there for helping me interact in healthier ways with myself, but I can't tolerate that mindset of complacency. Lately I've been starting to take a look at Radical Dharma, a book by queer Black Buddhist practitioners with an emphasis on the symbiosis between self-love and societal liberation; I'm not that far in yet but it looks a lot better than any of the other meditation stuff I've encountered.